Once in a hurtful love chapter,makes me feel like a loser in love.
I went through a painful deep cut inside me that labels me a broken-hearted girl.
There is this guy.
This guy is the most handsome guy to her.
Many girls would fall for him.Even a first grade girl fall for him.Just who is she to him?Nobody.She knew him through a friend of hers.From the first time she saw him its like she knew him for a very long time.Well one day,she fall for him.From the very first time she knew him.He was the reason why she smile everyday of life.One day she was being disturb by her.He was teasing her.She felt that the guy like her too.She was quite close to him.She always told him about her secrets,her life.Well one day,Something happened.Her dearest friend told him that the girl like him.Well, her friend argue with him, she wanted him to be with her friend.That did not happen.The guy like other girl.She thought it was just a fake.Everyone,her friends all said that maybe he was faking it,to make her jealous.She said,"that not going to work if he going to make me jealous"Actually she did not believed what her friends said.She knew that it was true.It is true.She always saw him with that girl.She was so sad.She suffered.She scarified a lot for him.She scarified her loveher happinessevery part of her life for him.But he did not realized it.And one day she saw him and that girl.Together,kissing each other.She cried and run as fast as she could.All she said was"I want to get out from this reality"She regretted loving that guyIf she knew he like other girl.She would not like himThen,she went to the rooftop of her school.She kept on crying.All she wants is to end her life that time.
Before that,she went to computer lab she emailed her friends. She typed"Hey babes i will miss u guys when i go to heaven.Im gonna end my like this.HURT.Im sorry i know i am doing the wrong thing.but i just wanna end this all im really tired of crying for him.He do not know how much i love him.Tell him the truth.Tell him that i really love him."Thanks babes .I love u.Love XOXOShe wrote a letter to her family."Mummy,DaddyI love u guys.Im sorry.I just cannot take this anymoreI cannot stand be hurt anymore.All i wanted is to be loved by that guy.But too bad he loved other girl.And i cannot changed it.Im sorry..Takecare.Love XOXOThen she went to the rooftop..And kept on crying.And it rained.The rain wiped off her tears.After going through all this hardship,she felt useless liking that guy if that guy do not even have a percent of lovetowards her.She finally make a decision to leave that guy and let him go.After trying to let him go,she felt a stranger to this world,she took a penknife that she was holding,and slit her wrist to deathThe guy regretted after her death,he totally regretted for not accepting the fact thatshe liked and loved him.He saw a small note which was written with her blood before letting off her last breathe saying"Baby,how i wish i had you. I really put on hopes to be with youand i thought its true love between us, coz im tired of being hurt by guys countlesslyBefore i get going i have four words for you,Baby i love you
