Let the flames burn.
Sunday, February 14, 2010 @ 9:23 PM
Mama,
I seriously don't know why you just won't let me go out?
I don't know why you are like this?
I've been sucha good girl, not going out during the weekend,
Why are you being so tough to me?
Where are the times we were so close?
Laughing, sharing probs.
I miss all that.
Everytime i want to go out,
You kept saying "darek mon to fri ko balek lambat aku tak pena marah"
Mama, you know what?
All this while i was busy with school,
Not lehpak,
I really wanna go home early,
I'm so damn tired at school.
Have you ever wonder why I go home late?
Coz' of YOU.
Everytime i go home,
You kept asking me to do this and that.
Never you asked hows school?
Never you wonder how tired i am?
Why don't you be the one schooling and doing the housework?
Everytime I would cry silently, everytime you wont let me out,
I seriously tired of this house.
If can i wanna run away from home.
Let me be,
Hidop ke mati ke.
tak payah tahu.
laki senang,
Ko pon tak yah antar aku gi hospital sume pe.
Tak yah kejot aku untuk gi skola,
Takyah bagi duet skola,
Tak yah beli kan aku bende,
Takyah beli kan aku prepaid.
Takyah kesah pasal aku.
Senang kan hidop ko.
Ko takyah kesah pasal penyakit aku,
Takyah marah aku biler tak mkn ubat.
Biarkan ajek aku MATI.
Once i said to Mama,
Asal mama tak biarkan org mati ajek.
She replied,
Kalo aku nak ko mati,
Takpayah aku susah payah antar ko g hosp sume,