the blog mistress

I just cant let out my feelings

I cant shed my tears,

I cant smile like i used to,

I stuck in my own world,

with nobody knowing what actually going on in my life,

My tears shed as i type this post,

I wonder, will there be anyone reading this?

I wonder, will my friends care bout me after they read this?

I wonder, will there be anyone who would let me their shoulder to cry on?

I wonder, will there be anyone who would comfort and give me a hug?

I wonder, will there be someone out there who realised i've changed over the past days?

I wonder all this,

there are alot of things in my head,

I tried to smile, laugh, in school,

But actuaally in reality i kept too many things in my heart that i cant let it out,