Dyou know how hurt i am?

Veryyyyyyy!

Feeling very down eventhough im like fucking laughing and smiling,

but there will always be something that is not right in my heart,

buut 

I just gonna ignore it and keep in my heart, 

and not telling people.

What is in my head my heart and all,

I'm seriously hurt seriously hurt,

Hurt by what is happening around me, 

hurt how people simply wont care bout me,

hurt when i got problems and dont know who to turn to.

hurt when i have to keep everything to myself,

hurt when people keep things from me, 

hurt just hurt,