My secrets shhhh...

2010-11-10T21:27:00.002+08:00

Yes, I look so very the ugly in here.

Well, guess it shows it all.

I don't know whether I should be happy or sad or whatsoever ever.

Macam life sucks taw.

I mean at least i don't say FUCK MY LIFE.

macam irritating sia.

I don't know why.

Well, se-thick skinn aku pon, kadang kadang, mixed feelings selalu ade.

Well, the happiest person is the saddest person ever. <3>

Well aku random larh, nak keep blog alive je. dah bye.

Blog is back!

2010-11-05T17:30:00.000+08:00

Okay, I don't want to throw away my blog, so i decided to update this.

I've been active at my tumblr, onsugar is dead, i wanna delete it but i don't know how to? -_-

I miss fuck friend, real badly, but i don't think he wanna talk to me anymore. :(

Well, twinney and bff, we are back. <3>

Bestest bitchgal, she wanna grow fat! -_-

So yeahhhh, I update somemore some other time okay? <3>

Goodbye.

2010-06-20T01:11:00.003+08:00

So long i havent update, guess gonna delete this blog.
But too many memories,
but i guess i'm gonna keep it dead for awhile.
Goodbye.

I became stronger.

2010-06-11T23:00:00.003+08:00

You make me cry, you hurt me, you brought me up then you brought me down,
but one thing i gain was me, i gain me back.
I became stronger.
Hurt me more guys coz in the end, you will get back what you gave to me.

Baby, you're dead.

Bye =/

2010-06-08T14:41:00.002+08:00

I'm no longer gonna share my feelings.
I'm sorry,
It' either I'm going to leave it dead.
Or just update daily.
Things has not been great.
And I would not like to share over here.
As alot know my blog.
So I gotta move somewhere else.
Bye =/

You are just like a tattoo.

2010-06-07T17:22:00.002+08:00

It was when i was at cca , when i heard this song it was one week ago.
But it doesn't matter.
This song is nice.

Byebye Isetan Byebye Springfield Byebye irritating people Byebye customer

2010-06-07T04:39:00.002+08:00

I seriously nga sengket gambar sorreh yea.

Ermmm so yesterday was the last day i work.
So I cant go to sleep,
just posting a short post, as my blog is full of formspring question.

Kindda miss working at isetan.
It was annoying irritating sad happy angry.
every feelings.
mixed feelings for short.
well, it was fun indeed eventhough some people are seriously stop it sak.
but i dont care, i just carried on smiling and serve the costumer.

Well byebye Isetan and Springfield.
I'll drop by when I'm free.
Byebye two of my collegue, Jas and Li Min,
Byebye centeer of attention guy, Hidayat.
Haha i know your name now,
Byebye irritating guy, ohh shit i forgot ur name?
Byebye handsome guy, Afiq
byebye Meilan byebye super mario.
Byebye all.
See I know their names but they dont know my name,
coz my name was PROMOTER.
hhahahaha.
And ThankYou to Syakila for giving me that work,
had fun working with you.

You and me hold a big secret.

2010-06-06T11:09:00.002+08:00

You and me we hold a big secret.

So today is my last day working,
Haish I'm so tired, eventhough I tried to sleep early,
sorry baby tertidu while texting you, i was super tired,
and when i woke up, i got a message from baby.
he said, " we will spend time together this few days "
I was so happy when I woke up and read the message,

So today last day, oh shit Caca start work at 5 pulak,
kecohhh uh,
I DONT WANT TO WORK AT GALLERY!!
I hate it I hate it!
So fucking irritating sia.
Please larhhhhhh NO GALLERY FOR ME OKOK?
Please?

Kaykay i think thats all larh, kay bye,
gonna update at night okay?

Fucking irritating.

2010-06-05T11:21:00.003+08:00

Fucking unfair fucking unfair sia,
Orang keluar keluar keluar.
Aku diri macam statue pat kerje,
so fucking irritating sia.

Takpe.
Syakila says ; Orang keluar, keluar duit, kite kerje dapat duit, so takpelarh.
Fucking true sia.
So sabar jek mia two more days, and im gonna have fun siaa!
Aku nak shop even if my pay is like $100,
just aku kan beli this one beg at suntec,
biker jacket.
New pumps.
skirt,
t-shirt,
dress.
one quantity.
Alaaah baru berape jek, cotton on is cheap right?
Hahahah, cotton on later kau, aku borong baju.

Kayy dahdah aku nak makan then nak gi kerje,

To babygirls and dudes.
have fun today,
gerek ehk aku tak dpt ikot, tak larh irritating.
so chaaaaaaau, bye.

I suke repeat repeat bende todaaaay!

2010-06-05T02:05:00.003+08:00

I love love love love this song.

Ohh im just tired but cant sleep.
So work was okay.
Hahaha, yeah finally contemp ended, but overall fun,
yeaaah im selected for the YOG dance thinggy..
I suke i suke!

I boring i boring,
jealous jealous,
babygirls and dudes are going out today, tak fair tak fair.
Alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah tak fair larh, fuck sia.
Kay dah uh whatever uh merepek karot shit asshole!

I sayang sayang sayang you.

I nak pierce pierce pierce,
but cannot cannot cannot.
merepek uh merepek.
tak fair tak fair.
I nak i nak i nak.
please please pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

kay done, working guess going to sleep now.

Don't call idiot anyhow. Excuse MiraMia, different people got different opinion okay? So don't anyhow say that the ones who choose a damn actor is an idiot. Well, do you think you are an idiot? No harm for this question. Just answer it.

2010-06-04T23:23:00.001+08:00

Yes im a idiot. Then why? keep the ques rolling ok. eventhough sometimes its irritating. kay bye. i wanna mandi.

You ask, I answer, deal?

Thanks darling. HEHEHE, I shall wait. :D

2010-06-04T23:22:00.003+08:00

Surreeee! Haha wait for me, btw its not a work attachment, i find sendiri.

You ask, I answer, deal?

How's your holidays?

2010-06-04T23:22:00.001+08:00

Okaaaay, great. hahaha.

You ask, I answer, deal?

Crap like shit.

2010-06-04T11:13:00.002+08:00

A big wow to you bitch!

Hahahah, random jek.
Okay okay. Haha me and electroboy are okay now.
Love, loves me more tawu. Bukan kau aku!
Dierk sayang aku!
hahahha lame nyerk aku hari nierk.
Hhahaha.
Okay okay,
today still alek malam so whatever larh.
i dont care.
Love, im waiting for my surprise tawu tawu tawu ke tak?
Haha.
Sayang sayang sayang sayaang kau.
Hahahah ya allah lame nyerk aku.
Astagfirullahalazim.

Haha. Okay whatever larh.
Morning morning crap.
Aku lapar larhh ma, kau tak baek sia!
dalam rumah nierk, sume kau peyh problem okay.
i mean siape siape pat rumah nierk sume problem kau.
kay dah aku sendiri tak paham ape aku merepek. so done.
bye.
aku malas nak crap lagik.
kay bye.
muacks muacks.
<3

rabak rabak, orang rabak.

2010-06-03T23:52:00.002+08:00

RABAAAAAAAAAAAK RABAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK!
DUNIE TAK CUKOP BUTO.
KECIAN KECIAN.
PATHETIC EHK KAU SAMPAI NAK JILAT LAKI ORG.
KECIAN KECIAN.
ASAL TAK JUAL DIRI SEKALI PAT LORONG EHK?
ASAL?
TAK LAWA EHK?
AKU PON TAK LAWA TP AKU TAK JILAT LAKI ORG.
sorreh ehk harsh words.

so workk was okay, tiring uh, cramp kaki aku,
urghhh! aleyh aleyh today org ngada ngada larh pulak,
mati tanak sia.
EH SERIOUSLY SIA, KAU DAH TAK HANDSOME NAK STEP MACHOO,
DAH PAKAI VEST PEREMPUAN PIKIR COOL UH,
MACAM BADOT UH.
MATI TANAK.
so overall was fun.
hahah like always.
hahaha

Okay uh aku penat nierk jek uhh.

meow

2010-06-03T23:26:00.003+08:00

meow?

You ask, I answer, deal?

hey you got facebook? :)

2010-06-03T23:26:00.001+08:00

yerp i got, just search miramia. thanks..

You ask, I answer, deal?

How can i not love you?

2010-06-03T11:11:00.002+08:00

Here i am early morning listening to sad songs.

You were there to light my day.
You were there to guide me through.
From my days down and on.
I'll never stop thinking of you.
How can i forget all that.
When you were the one who make me smile.
You'll always be a part of me.

work work work ohh so fun.

2010-06-03T10:56:00.001+08:00

Heylow heylow,
gonna do a short post larh kan.
so ape nak post?

Okay today gonna be like yesterday.
CCA then work.
Ohh it's so fun.
Hahaha. Mentang mentang 1 week jek kerje.
After that, outing with whoever yang nak outing nan aku larh kay.
muacks muacks. <3

Ohh yeah a note to someone.

I'm sorreh if im being a bitch to you yesterday.
I know you're reading my blog.
I know this is where you gonna find my feelings.
I know that.
Well, just wanna say to you, stop blaming me okay?
It's not 100% my fault okay?
You're at fault too.
Haishhh, forget it uh.

Fun yet sad.

2010-06-03T00:02:00.003+08:00

Today was a great yet sad day.
Kental kan ohhmygosh mia.

Well today is the ferst day i'm working!
It's was super duper fun.
And ohhmygoshh tomorrow i got test for the donnoe ape merepek.
The people over there wasnt that bad,
and there's quite alot of customer,
It was super fun larh.
After cca ends straight away i went to work.
How tight my schedule right?
But i dont mind, as long as im happy.
Haha.

So dissapointed in you.
In you.
You know who you are okay?
Blame me once, i blame you thrice.
U can say whatever u want about me,
WHATEVER.
Coz im still gonna sabar okay?
say i got other guys?
say i dont love you anymore?
say larh say somemore.
i dont careeeee!
yang penting aku tawu ape yang aku pikir okay?
I'm not blaming you.
Seriously i dont.
Love you. Muacks muacks.

And Shahidah!
Thanks eh memperkenalkan aku nan lagu metal rock kau.
Kan aku dah jangkit.
Haiyooo.
Thanks ehk, fun jugak hilang stress dgr screamo dierk.
Hahaha,
ELECTROCK.

You really should ask them whether you are a good friend for them. Proud that you said you are glad to have a friend like them. Next Question: If you were to choose either one; Your favourite damn actor or your close friend, which one will you choose?

2010-06-02T11:38:00.001+08:00

CLOSE FRIEND! which idiot would choose a damn actor, goshhh. I don't have favourite actor btw.

You ask, I answer, deal?

Twinney, I miss you. Do you miss me? ):

2010-06-02T11:37:00.001+08:00

I miss you like hell, meet up soon okay, will make time for u, eventhough im working long hours.

You ask, I answer, deal?

MacDonald pissed me off early morning.

2010-06-02T11:29:00.003+08:00

MACDONALD MACAM SIAL!

not condemning the macdonald,
but im really pissed off!
they fucking unresponsible,

I asked for the work attachment, and for days weeks i waited.
Until i got a part-time job.
Now then call?
Eh heylow. kau pikir aku ape ade mase nak tunggu company that is not to the deadline.
fuck aku carek keje pasal deadline dierk 31 and i didnt get the call,
what are you trying to say?
you're not up to the deadline?
huh?
walaupon dah jdk ginik aku kan tetap makan pat macdonald.
eventhough the manager is being sucha bitch.

erghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
fuck off larhhhhhh,
pissed off sia!

Rashes I hate you, Daddy I love you.

2010-06-01T20:30:00.004+08:00

Baby says I look big in this dress!
Ohh sungguh the memalukan,
alasan aku ialah, angin larh bhie, kau nierk.
Hahahaha.
But true we're at the beach and there's alot of wind,
and thanks eh bring me to the beach now i got rashes it's damn itchy!

Had cca just now,
I was super strong!
eventhough i had rashes i went to cca as i want to enter SYF.
and thanks to tysha for putting some skin cream at my rashes, sweet of you.
so ended CCA then off to meet Syakila then we went aljunied to eat.

Then we talk talk,
while walking i shed some tears as i walking talking about how strong daddy was and i love him so much.

Today daddy's birthday.
49th.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
Harap harap panjang umur dan murah rezeki.
I love you so much.
Takecare daddy don't work too much.
<3

I dont know about you but I know mine.

2010-06-01T12:05:00.002+08:00

My decision?
My decision is never stop loving you.
My decision is not to leave you.
My decision is alot related to you,
but at the same time with my friends.

How could you say like that.
I don't want us to fight like we used to.
I just want our love journey to go on and never stop.
I know that it's wrong, but I have my rights to have guyfriends right?
right bhie right?

I don't want us to fight.
Memang aku degil, degil mcm kau jugak.
so you must give in,
I love you kau paham ke tidak?
Kau nak aku ape buat announcement pe?

I'm really angry with you.
Really i am.
but i know i won't be angry for long.

Just understand me,
bye, I love you.

SYF

2010-06-01T11:17:00.000+08:00

Danceeeeeeeeeeeeeee today,
gonna attend but i guess i'm not gonna dance,
all coz of rashes,
and i'm attending all coz of SYF.
I want to join SYF.
I wana feel the challenge,
I wanna feel the pressure,
I want to gain something after all the tough work!
I really hope that i get into the SYF team.

tAkecare TTmBBy! Apitloveyou !

2010-06-01T04:24:00.005+08:00

Elooo. everyone(:
apitbbyface here.. . sorry Mia for not telling you .
yg i update ur blog .. hehe. i just want to update ur blog. hope u tk marah .(:
forgive me taw . (:

MirMia ohh MiraMia!
i be aways by today . mean later uh. haish
i going miss you lots.. & loveyou soo much! ohh yar ..
plss do takecare of yourself okayy. do makn ubat tkmk lupar taw.
apit bbyface tknk see mia sakit lah.. tkmk forget wat i say taw.
n do enjoy ur holiday yar, n dun forget me okayy TTmbby (:

Shafiq love & Care of you!
i be misss you ! dun forget our pormise okayy . i loveyou with all my heart(:
aku Sayang kau Sngt!!

231209 is always forever&eVEr !
Mia&Apit !

MiraMia ; Goshhh I was so shocked to find this msg at my blog, you could have message me dear.
How sweet of you dear, you too take good care of yourself at malaysia.
malaysia dangerous.
I will try not to forget to eat my medicine.
you enjoy your day pat malaysia okay?
takecare TTMbhie, I loveyou too,
231209 together forever.

go maaaakan ur obat baybeh!

2010-05-31T20:57:00.001+08:00

i lazyyy, tmrw i eat uh.

You ask, I answer, deal?

Ohhh, thanks for answer-ing. Well, you have to ask them whether you are a good friend for them. Because by asking them that, you will know where is your mistake of being a friend with them. Don't you know that?

2010-05-31T14:07:00.001+08:00

You're welcome, ohh issit? Maybe i should ask them one day huh? Maybe imma bad friend, whatever it is im glad to have a friend like them. The greatest. Kay bye, come again.

You ask, I answer, deal?

Thanks a million and more.

2010-05-31T14:01:00.002+08:00

Thanks to this girl above that i've changed my blogskin like finally,
thanks alot Nisa!
Appreciate it alot.
Thanks thanks thanks!
If not for you i guess sampai biler biler larh aku pakai blogskin aku yang lame tu.
Thanks ehk..
Eventhough it's simple. it looks nice somehow.
Loveee.

Arman's Familia.

2010-05-31T00:37:00.000+08:00

Had fun with familia today, went out to Simpang bedok to had our food, finished eating we off to bedok,

While walking to the busstop, mama says wanted to go to the beach but coz of the oil spill we cancel our plan, then in the bus i said i wanted to go to the airport, just walk around didn't wanna go home fast,

then daddy said he was tired and he wanted to go home, then he said that you all having holiday what, so next time can go, then i said our school is close but daddy's work is not close. Then i went to my music world.

Then on the way to go to bedok daddy said wanted to go to Tampines Stadium to watch Tampines vs Woodland match, then i die die wanna go, coz i don't wanna go home early,

so we reached bedok, went NTUC to buy things, then took 67 to go Tampines Stadium.

Then reached stadium I was damn happy sia, like so long didn't watch match, then i was so hyper giler!

Fun sia, then with all the supporters it was damn fun, then some supporters was like using vulgarities all the way, and at ferst found it funneh, coz one of the woodland player fell down, and then he was like lying down on the ground, then he said, bring the girl and kocok him larh, then the girl come, uh good good, kocok him more, kocok him more. then then others join, then we were all laughing all the way siaa. then he said, uh bring at the side kocok. then the player okay already, melawan pulak nierk player, wanna fight with the supporter,

go die larh, aiyooo. kecoh sia.

Then after that, the Tampines supporters, the group of guys, tease the woodlands goalkeeper, coz one of the player fell down and he's over there just standing and pose, then they tease, baeeeeek keeeper baeeek! brape satu? kangkang lebeyh keeeper. shoot gambar shoot gambar, then all clap. then i laugh like hell sia so funneh.

Keccoooooh sia.

FUN FUN FUN FUN.

DOTHIS AGAIN DADDY!

cute kan mak aku nierk?

cool!

look at the mess!

daddy says ohh mia nak bayar bill, woohooo,

haha.

The wonderful time.

2010-05-31T00:07:00.000+08:00

Farewell to this two.

So gonna talk about yesterday contemp outing.

It's was super fun, during the cycling,

and stupid me, i've forgetten to wear tights as we was supposed to cycle,

but i just went for cycling as i was wearing shorts inside so safe uh.

then we had so much fun,

we took pictures and all, then after cycling we off to bugis, wanted to watch movie,

in the end we argue abit as there's a lil problem,

so end up didnt watch movie, we went around bugis street then off to aljunied to eat.

then that's the end of the fun, i went off to orchard.

The day was fun yet bored,

was happy yet angry,

But overall it was memorable,

May Alyssa and Kate take good care of themselves at Philipines.

Study hard, we will always remember you.

Don't forget us at Singapore.

Don't forget the contemp dancers.

Gonna miss you alot, eventhough we are not that close, but this we once work as a team, and we know each other.

All the best in Philipines.

( Pictures, more in facebook.)

ooouuuuhh...youu knw i lovee youu syq!daa makan obat??

2010-05-30T23:32:00.001+08:00

makan ubat? alaaamak, i didnt sia! how ehk? u tak remind i.

You ask, I answer, deal?

Sweet like sugar.

2010-05-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

Currently on the phone with Electroboy.

He making alot of lame songs for me yet very sweet.

He randomly sing for me.

So sweeeeeeet, he sing for me mimpi indah.

Aduhhh sweeet siak!

ngok uh dierk nga sing untuk aku lgk.

hahah kay uh bye nak continue bbl nan electroboy.

Muacks muacks.

Active citizenry

2010-05-28T18:10:00.000+08:00

Yesterday pictures.

Active citizenry day.

Fun times fun times.

Fun yet tiring uh.

Thanks to dearest bestfriend, Ameir, bought a necklace from my shop.

How sweet,

And senior, Ain sec 5, thanks alot,

appreciate much.

Sweet smile.

2010-05-28T01:21:00.000+08:00

My senior is so damn sweeet.

Hate me? Nehmind i dont care as long dont bother my life.

I dont think they know me yet. or whatever,

just dont bother my life larh.

its not as if i bother ur life right?

hahah

senior was so damn sweet!

Today nothing much happen went for MRI scan,

before that i cried, coz im so scared.

then i just say get it done once and for all and go home,

and i did it!

yeaaah, hahaha,

tu jek?

malas uh nak update, bye.

Disappointed.

2010-05-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

I have disappoint mama,

She said that she was disappoint with my results.

She didn't expect much from me,

all she wanted for me to pass my maths english and one more subject,

itu pon aku tak leyh buat,

what kind of daughter am i?

im disappointed in myself too.

Haishh.

If someone suddenly blame you for something what would you do?

2010-05-25T22:54:00.001+08:00

If it's my fault then i say sorreh, if not also i say sorreh, then i ignore them, coz like for what right wanna fight since you're not wrong. INNOCENCE!

You ask, I answer, deal?

For infinity and beyond.

2010-05-25T18:22:00.000+08:00

To ShaZai.

Happy 7th monthsary.

May you guys last for infinity and beyond!

From,

MiraMia.

i dont understand!

2010-05-24T20:09:00.000+08:00

FUCK, I DON'T UNDERSTAND THIS MAN!

tmrw i update okay.

btw, fathu and amirul so cute in malay class just now.

coz i merajok with them, they sing for me,

cute right?

thats all done.

no mood .

bye,

Ohh. So you will deal with the popularity yourself without showing to the public. Good answer there. Next question: Do you think you are a good friend of all your friends around you?

2010-05-24T16:45:00.001+08:00

Yerp, i will deal with popularity without showing people hey im popular. NO NO!

Yea i guess, i dont know maybe, well, asked them larh whether i've been a good friend to them or not. All i can is that people makes mistakes and is not perfect so yeah. Done.

You ask, I answer, deal?

School - Friends, Bestfriends, Teachers, Principal.

2010-05-24T06:29:00.000+08:00

Off to school!

will update about something once I'm back from school.

takecare peeeps.

Qurratu'Aini

2010-05-23T15:06:00.001+08:00

As I have nothing to blog, I just remember I had to blog about this someone.

Qurratu'Aini

Two days ago i chatted with her,

kite duerk dasar giler tawu?

fun larh bbl nan dierk, then we webby,

then she laughed at me coz i semangat sikat rambut,

hahah funneh siaa.

for, wait dulu i used my old blog was like 2 years ago,

until now we still contacting through blog,

then two days ago at last dpt chat at msn,

kite tak rapat. but di rapatkan.

Lame kan, we know each other,

i asked her how she got my blog,

she blog-hop to her friend's blog then another blog then another blog

aku tak tawu brape bnyk blog,

then she saw my name mcm interesting gituk,

she went to my blog and tagged.

cute right her?

Thats all, btw stay strong ayee girl?

You can go through all this!

One day you will realised how much you don't need that person!

Your friends will be there for you,

don't worreh.

Takecare!

Btw.

thanks blog about me, walaupon short.
appreciated!

23122009

2010-05-23T00:14:00.000+08:00

Hey baby,

Happy 5th monthsary TTM.

23122009 still alive.

Thanks for all the love.

FUN LARH WHEY!

2010-05-22T23:48:00.000+08:00

FINALLY I'M BACK!

Had so much fun over there,

ate ate ate ate ate ate ate and ate.

they BBQ-ed alot sia,

then walk around, then me and Sabrina prank people,

hahahah!

had so much fun larh, seriously,

cuzzen are getting older, they think maturely, now we can talk about everything and anything

without, yucks and ewws, like we used too,

all the Abangs-abangs and kakaks-kakaks, have grown too,

now working, NS and all,

goshhh, seriously i miss all of you, eventhough we are not close anymore.

goshhh, i hope there will be more chalet man.!

I only took pica with the younger ones.

Then me and Sheeqah we talk about the times when we were small,

how cute,

then we walk around the aloha, and say eeh nierk tempat dulu kan?

then we went into the playground, and climb up like we used too.

goshhh, miss all that seyh.

Then me and Sabrina talk about her ex's and all,

talk about boys larh senang kate,

how cute, dulu when we talk about boys, like she told me she got boyfriend i will be like

okay,

now she's like pri 6 all grown up.

know what's right and wrong.

Then, Abang Amy is all grown up,

he changed,

hahaha, miss old times larh.

suddenly when my makcik say we both is from "mak yah's company"

i still remember when i was still young,

we went johor, and i kept shouting his name, coz he went to the toilet,

then the van if im not wrong moves.

then i kept shouting his name, rupe rupenyerk nak park.

hahaha, dulu we close,

me , Abang Amy, Haikal (his brother), Sharmine,

super close.

Now dah besar, Haikal didn't attend the chalet,

i wonder if he still remember us.

overall.

I JUST SIMPLY LOVE IT!

today's gonna be a good day!

2010-05-22T13:33:00.001+08:00

GOING TO ALOHA'S CHALET SOOON!

gonna continue yesterday fun times!

Sheeqah see ya there afternoon okay?

then we will continue talking about time "mude-mude"

see ya later cuzzen!

will be updating once the chalet ended

Enjoyment.

2010-05-20T20:23:00.000+08:00

Okay, I just got home from lehpak-ing with babyloves.

BFF, Twinneh, Hakim, Zainie, Wan and Shakis.

Lehpak,

waiting for them like an asshole in front of the school,

and we girls were getting super damn tired,

then went they reached, we went off to bubble tea to buy drink,

then off to pondok to lehpak.

we sing larh whatever shit over they,

then i headed home ferst as i need to take my lil girl.

then took the bus went home. didnt take pica with them.

so aku pakai gmbr lame larh kay.

but without shakiz in the pica.

while waiting for the brother lupp.

-end-

It's been so long since i last throw out all my feelings on the blog.

So damn long since i last cried,

but i don't know why when i headed home just now in the bus.

with nothing on mind, tears drop suddenly.

i wiped it away, and i was feeling damn down,

i really didn't know what i was thinking bout, i was just listening to music,

and replied text and suddenly i wasn't in the mood and my tears drop.

and when i walk home, my life was like a fish without water,

i was seriously weak, every step i took was like a death wish going to come true.

i was seriously weak.

i guess its because i didn't eat my medicine, i stop eating my medicine like idk but it was so long ago i ate my medicine.

I guess, i wanna die early,

i just dont want eat my medicine even when my mom reminded me,

i just can't i just dont want to.

and

i dont know why.

I was never like this, i would eat it even if im lazy,

but now?

and i've changed, i do my own stuffs, i don't bother about people anymore,

i don't care anymore,

if people dont bother me i wont bother them.

i would just keep silence.

i dont know larh what's the wrong with me.

BUT I KNOW! I'M GONNA GET UP SOON!

AND I WILL NEVER FALL DOWN AGAIN.

You said don't know? Okay so, I just want you to guess. You are popular in your school or outside school?

2010-05-20T19:22:00.001+08:00

Not popular.

You ask, I answer, deal?

How cute of you daddy.

2010-05-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

* How cute is my dad, leave moneh and a note,to tell my mom to buy vinegar and kicap."

So, fast late night update,

today school as per normal, but didnt have lesson,

ferst work attachment briefing then cca leaps point briefing then active citizenary briefing,

when back to class discuss discuss,

then recess, then went back to class,

then did class decoration, haish membingit kan sia!

no one cooperating and i'm the one getting scolded coz i'm in charge like what the hell!

this is all last min sia,

then at 1 off to some donnoe uh, jeweller making thangy,

did necklace then a phone chain, then off to cca,

Zhan Ming joined contemp and he had fun.

Then after cca, went home,

fetch sister.

and tmrw no school!

e-learning, but gonna meet syakila and shahidah and others.

so yeaaah.

byebye.

Who do you prefer ? HAHAH :P

2010-05-19T19:52:00.001+08:00

PREFER what? Edmund or Damien? Both, hahaha.

You ask, I answer, deal?

Happy birthday.

2010-05-18T21:23:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday LiL` Sis!

Walaupon kau nakal nak mampos,

gadoh nan aku,

and you like to say the word HIDEOUS.

aku tetap sayang kau,

Happy 7th birthday lil girl.

Sayang kau, harap kau suke nan aku peyh present.

Grow up and be a good girl,

don't act like a bitch or whatsoever okay?

Make mama and daddy proud, you're a very bright girl.

Much Love,

MiraMia.

God look at the heart!

2010-05-18T17:42:00.001+08:00

Hey!

School was as per normal, nothing much happened.

Mother Tongue we went to Mr Ismail class.

then suddenly talk about mecca.

watch video about mecca, then got this one part

this person says ;

God doesn't look at you body, God doesn't look at you looks.

God look at your HEART.

True enough. I like the way he said it, very positive.!

And the whole days was a sleepy day in school, i sleep at almost every lesson except maths.

then after school waited for Shahidah, as she discussed something about the class decoration,

then blablabla, in the end we ate at bubble tea shop,

then me and Nisha trained to our home, and i saw Spadey and Kiki and friends at paya lebar mrt.,

didnt tegor, he was across and was talking.

so here am i crapping shit.

dah bes dah crite, kay bye!

Ohh. So it's up to you whether you want to think that you are pretty or not. Next question: Do you think you are popular in your school or outside school?

2010-05-18T17:31:00.001+08:00

I don't know?

You ask, I answer, deal?

Your welcome. (:

2010-05-18T17:17:00.001+08:00

you're welcome? okay. =D come again.

You ask, I answer, deal?

ur msn??

2010-05-18T16:40:00.001+08:00

u are?

You ask, I answer, deal?

if you were in my shoes, what kind of girl will you choose?

2010-05-18T07:55:00.001+08:00

That kind of girl that is loving and caring, and will take good care of u and understand you.

You ask, I answer, deal?

Mia, previous question was super random. Plus stop it eh. You're pretty! Do formspring me!

2010-05-18T01:45:00.001+08:00

Hahah, thanks, you're prettaye!

You ask, I answer, deal?

Mia, previous question was super random. Plus stop it eh. You're pretty! Do formspring me!

2010-05-18T01:44:00.001+08:00

Hahah, thanks, you're prettaye!

You ask, I answer, deal?

Present and Past.

2010-05-17T21:14:00.001+08:00

Okay,

School was as per normal,

Me, Bat, Ira, Irna and Syakila, didnt go for 2 lessons,

ferstly it was english, as the assembly lasted for about 2 periods.

then bio as we got work attachment briefing,

then PE, slacking time, me and Syakila, Betty and Valerie, sat down camwhore without teacher knowing,

then talk with Syakila, then the boys playing kampong soccer, without shoes, betty got the photos,

how cute of them sia.

then recess, and mother tongue, goshhh what the hell my paper one is so like erghhh!

then paper two was okay,

then physic, pay attention abit. then ended school.

went straight home, as i need to take moneh to buy my small girl's present,

and meet wanieey, kau nan aku dasar kecoh nak mampos, mcm dunie nierk kite punyerk sia.

kecoh sia kite.

Yesterday!

Was uber duper fun, went out with family, 
from kul like 2 plus we went out till 6 plus then we found a place to eat, we was kindda lost, we went to bishan, no food, to amk no food, then went to marina, ended up at IR there. Then went to marina sq finally a food court, ate ate,
then off to suntec, walk walk, then off to arcade. Played awhile then bought donuts before we went home, 
and home sweet home.


And what the hell with formspring, i can't asked question, 
what the chocolate bun tol uh nierk formspring.

It's like obviously that we had to be glad for what God has given us. But why don't you think that you're pretty?

2010-05-17T20:08:00.001+08:00

Coz ` they are more people which is more prettier than me.

Ask me anything

Mia, previous question was super random. Plus stop it eh. You're pretty! Do formspring me!

2010-05-17T20:07:00.003+08:00

Hahah, thanks, you're prettaye!

Ask me anything

Why do you think you're not pretty?

2010-05-17T20:07:00.001+08:00

Coz` ade more prettier than me?

Ask me anything

I want to ask u about the answer of question this-If you could rid the world of one thing, what would it be?- Why you want to get rid of whom you hate?

2010-05-17T18:24:00.001+08:00

I want to get rid of my past, because, if i hate my past, maybe nothing's gonna be okay in the future. i also dont know, people dont bother me i dont bother people.

Ask me anything

Thanks for answering my question. So do you think you are pretty? For this question, I would like you to be honest.

2010-05-17T17:57:00.001+08:00

No i don't think that i'm pretty, but i guess i'm happy with what god has given me.

Ask me anything

Ohh, thanks for answerring. If no, what will be your answer?

2010-05-16T13:22:00.001+08:00

then maybe i just say sorry, i don't know you. you're welcome anyway.

Ask me anything

No harm. Formspring is meant to ask question to the person we wanted to ask. Don't you know that? So If you don't wish to answer the question, just say, "I hope you will understand that I can't really question this question" or something that is kind.

2010-05-16T13:10:00.001+08:00

I know that, and i gave u the answer already, just to make friends. thanks for asking, come again. =D

Ask me anything

Who came and never left.

2010-05-16T03:59:00.000+08:00

Was searching for some nice nice quotes, and found this,

i know it's common, but it's cute.

I like the part who came and never left.

Okay, I just came back from orchard.

Nothing much,

Just waited for daddy to finished work,

In the morning went off to hospital, blablabla, then off to city square mall to get my physics TYS and lil sis books,

got it already like finally, gonna buck on my EOY.

then off to orchard, ate and all, wanted to watchh movie, but dammit full,

so yeah waited for daddy to finish home,

here am i finishing to blog and go to sleep, wanna have early nice.

I wanna go picnic,

Daddy, let's go picnic tomorrow i mean today, please!

Stress out nierk, can uh can uh, if not bring me shopping,

if not bring me eat, if not, nehmind just stay home and chat or something.

Do whatever and whenever, at home.

Nampak mcm anak daddy, padehal tak.

I know that you said MAYBE. Maybe means Yes/No right? So the previous question is related to yes. So why?

2010-05-16T03:07:00.001+08:00

Why are you asking this kind of question? If yes, then just wanna make friends.

Ask me anything

Thanks.

2010-05-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

Thanks Edmund for the Ice Lemon Tea.

Can't believe you hold on to the deal.

Thanks!

Okay today as per normal, got back our exam but not the overall with the CA all.

then after school waited for Sha, then sit awhile talk.

Wasn't feeling well, then i went home.

Then from just now wanna update tak terupdate-update.

Coz' i'm like so super tired, don't know why,

and my heart hurts abit,

and sheeesh, tmrw hospital again!

goshhhh! tired of hospital.

Okay okay byeee!

Why would you want to give your number to a guy? I mean the guy you didn't know at all.

2010-05-14T20:46:00.003+08:00

For goodness sake i said MAYBE.

Ask me anything

What's your biggest phobia?

2010-05-14T20:46:00.001+08:00

I don't kknow, doctors maybe.

Ask me anything

Blueblaack mark.

2010-05-13T21:53:00.000+08:00

* it's abit swollen actually and blueblack, my shadow must have covered it. *

Okay!

Just now appointment was okay, took blood test and all,
and the doctor at ferst look so manly, then when he took my blood.
Goshhhh, he was so soft. And a few mins he couldnt get my blood, then he poke poke,
didnt felt anything, but after taking the blood.
OUCH! It's hurts and now it's swollen abit and it's blueblack i guess tmrw it will be gone,

So im bored. Done.

If a guy ask you for your number, will you give?

2010-05-13T21:39:00.001+08:00

maybe, why? you are?

Ask me anything

Hospital, IHATEYOU!

2010-05-13T13:37:00.000+08:00

* this son of mine so cute!*

Going off to hospital later on,

LAZZZZZZZZZY!

can i not go?

when i said that mama was like.

"tak baek, nierk sume cobaan."

then i said

"dorang lagik tak baek cocok cocok org. saket taw!"

sheeesh!

Aku lazy nak pergi.

Pergi sorang sorang taw. sedeyh yknow.

but nehmind uh, pergi jek uh pergi jek uh.

shheesh, aku emo, lepas tu aku gi ECP jap, can tak ma?

aku nak emo emo jap, jalan sorang sorang, macam kau dulu-dulu ma, can uh?

AKU STRESSSSSSSSSS!

dah kul 1.36 nierk aiyaaa,

dah kene kua soon,

bye korang i miss korang.

muacks.

love ya.

tag ayee?

Do you love me ? LOLS :)

2010-05-13T11:05:00.001+08:00

OF COURSE I LOVE YOU!

Ask me anything

Baybeyh treating.

2010-05-12T20:59:00.000+08:00

Goshh I'm PISSED OFF!

Okay, today art exam, did anyhow, no mood lazy,

then blablablablabla,

And baybeyh gonna treat me donut, soon.

Promise ayeee?

Yeaaah, gonna eat donut and drink soya bean,

tu larh kau,sape suro ckp pasal donut nan soya bean,

kan dah kene treat aku donut.

Hahahah.

Best best, next week ayee baybeyh!

Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! HAPPY AKU!

Love is the slowest form of suicide.

2010-05-11T11:16:00.000+08:00

We are given only today and never promised tomorrow
So be sure to tell someone you love them.

Saw that quote above?

Remember we have today, maybe not tomorrow.

So tell someone you love that you love them.

Or you will regret your life, not your whole life but that part of your life.

This is just an advice to whoever that reading my blog,

nothing to do with me. SERIOUSLY!

Remember don't regret if you never tell that someone you love them, and in the end you lose them.

Brave yourself and tell them.

I'm moving on S-L-O-W-L-Y.

Today meeting BFF love to finished up our art and all,

Goshhhh, mcm tak leyh sabar gituk!

Hahaha lame larh mia.

I miss Cinnamon melts!

My heart is as heart as stone.

2010-05-10T23:48:00.000+08:00

It's 11.40pm and my face is as blur as the pica above. ^^

and i'm still chatting with Wan Travolta and BFF love.

chatting tak tawu chat ape,

karoot,

today nothing much happen.

did maths test and it's so difficult mcm nak koyak paper,

stress!!!!!

then went home early, finished all my sketches!

finally!

Tomorrow meeting BFF love to finished up our art.

like what the fuck like this my fringe covering my eyes i cannot see..

hahah lol!

im being random right now, so yeaah ignore me dont ignore,.

continue reading,

i'm wondering if i got a daily reader. hahahah!

Soft and sweet like marshmallow.

2010-05-09T17:03:00.000+08:00

A note for mama, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Had fun chatting with them late at night and Shahidah of coz,

In the end we all became friends with them, Hahaha, yknw i know larh Sha,

So nothing to update.

Happy mother's day.

Hurt

2010-05-08T21:30:00.000+08:00

Dyou know how hurt i am?

Veryyyyyyy!

Feeling very down eventhough im like fucking laughing and smiling,

but there will always be something that is not right in my heart,

buut

I just gonna ignore it and keep in my heart,

and not telling people.

What is in my head my heart and all,

I'm seriously hurt seriously hurt,

Hurt by what is happening around me,

hurt how people simply wont care bout me,

hurt when i got problems and dont know who to turn to.

hurt when i have to keep everything to myself,

hurt when people keep things from me,

hurt just hurt,

SIMPLY HURT.

Khairil Khusaini.

2010-05-08T13:44:00.000+08:00

Seee seee, my dearest friend.

He's attached now.

Im seriously happy when i get to know that.

Last long ayee dearest friend.

So yeaaah.

Actually i wanna say.

That how sweeet was you, he told me that if i got any problems just call him anytime.

ANYTIME,

then he told me he miss me, i miss him more siaaa.

Biler nak umpe lgk Ayieee?

Thanks all the support all this while Ayiee.

I seriously appreciate it alot.

Walaupon i seldom text u or tegor u at MSN,

you will tegor me at MSN,

you never want me to changed, he always wants the best for me.

he supports me from the back,

never fail to advice me when i got problems.

HE'S THE BEST.

Will not forget you. Don't forget me ayee now u got girlfriend already. =D

Gosh i miss y`all.

2010-05-08T12:23:00.004+08:00

Saw this guy above? ^^

Chatting with him right now, only him.

So yeah i got nothing to blog so he told me to blog about him.

So here i am blogging bout u Wan,

hahaha.

Had fun yesterday you know,

Super duper fun right wan?

Right right right?

Walaupon satu satu prangai nak mampos kankankan?

Hahahaha, you know he likes to kaco me taw.

And say me siooooow!

Hmph! nehmind nehmind.

And you guys wanna know how i know him?

That time uh lehpak with Zainie and members.

So got to know him. And he told me he was nervous sitting beside me. hahaha.

So yeaaaah yesterdayy went seoul garden right,

prangai prangai, last last dah nak alek we talk talk talk, tak padang belakang siaa,

check check sume dah tkde pat belakang, hahaha.

Keeecoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh!

And he kalo prangai buruk yknow, kalah perempuan. hahaha.

Ouhhh yeah we got a few things in common,

he got abit of same prangai like me,

then he oso dont really like people pierce,

Okaaaaaaaaaaaaay,

It's nice to know him, imagine i never knew him.

He knows me like inside out coz i share things with him,

walaupon baru kenal tp mcm dah bertahon tahon kenal. kankankan?

And

HE LOVES PATRICK TOOO!

sebok jek kan?

Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay done bout Wan Muhammad Zahid.

Ohh gosh i miss y`all!

Meet up soon okay?

Padehal aru smlm meet,

Seriously i had alot of fun.

Meeet up soon!

Close to the heart

2010-05-07T20:17:00.007+08:00

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw people!

so today meet Zainie and members. So we went to seoul garden. Had alot of fun, kankankan? Seriously fun, but sadly Nayli didn't tag along, for some reasons.
But we just went on with the plan.
So much laughter at Seoul Garden.
Hahaha.

And at the ferst I thought didn't wanna go,
but got advice from Erwin,
he said just go, even if u not in the mood just smile.
So just go, and i HAD FUN!

So when dah nak alek.
Me and Wan talk,
TALK CRAP!
And when we turn around sume hilang, funneh right wan?
Hahahah, I'm gonna win uh Wan.

Meet soon!

Thanks TiaraSykes,

2010-05-06T21:27:00.001+08:00

Heyloooooooooooooooooooooooooow.

Okay just now is English Paper 2,

was okay okay.

Then waited for Nayli till 1210 coz` she got POA exam,

wait wait,

Crap with Sasha, Bat, Raihana and this one girl i dont know how to spell her name,

then we joke joke,

then the funneh part, i wanted to call Haiqal, i was like shouting

Hakim Hakim Hakim,all the way then i wonder why he didnt turn,

then all stared at me, rupe rupenyerk aku pgl salah org,

hahahah.

* pica not as stated, didn't crop bat. *

then after Nayli finished exam,

went to geylang polyclinic for nayli's check up.

then finished all that,

went off to tamp to meet TiaraSykes,

after looking for mother day present,

she got to go off early, then she gave me money to eat,

thanks sister.

then eat, after that off home sweet home.

The biggest smile.

2010-05-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

Wan says my smile makes him smile.

coz he say mia always sad-sad,

he saw me smile, he very happy.

How sweeet.

Let's move on baybeyh

2010-05-05T20:27:00.000+08:00

Let's MOVE ON and ROCK ON baybeyh!

Okay today went out with the best!

We went tamp, then we went tamp one to eat J.CO,

bat's and sasha's treat.

We sit there like from 1 + to 3 like that,

then we took pica eat and all,

OFF to century square, sat at the toilet for awhile,

talk , crap, laugh.

then Home Sweet Home,

Physics and Maths was manageable.

Yesterday/

Me, Bat and Twinneh went bedok library,

planned to study, study awhile then play my lappy.

before that we went Mac to eat,

then off to library.

So study awhileee,

Then bus-ed home, but instead we slack awhile at bat's block and eat cheese fries and drink bubble tea.

then webbycammy,

Around 6.20 we went to our seperate ways.

Been spending more time with the best.

Picas time!

The times.

2010-05-04T16:58:00.000+08:00

Currently at bedok library with Nayli and Batrisyia.
Funfunfun.
Kecohhh,hahha
malas nak cerite. kay bye.

Orchard again.

2010-05-03T13:50:00.000+08:00

Off-ed TO ORCHARD AGAIN!

going to watch Ironman. =D

Late night entertainment,

2010-05-03T03:14:00.000+08:00

Late night entertainment, makes me laugh non-stop.

Irritating yet funneh.

=DD

webbycammy with BFF.

Ribooot.!

2010-05-02T22:44:00.000+08:00

* saw how fake my smile is? *

Yeaaaah people!

I'm back,

Had fun, ribot with ~~minahrep~~ and ~~matrep~~.

KECOHHH!

So went swimming at Jurong East Swimming Complex,

from 2 + till 7 +

So now currently chatting with Wan and TiaraSykes,

while chatting suddenly i got no mood,

haish, which i hate the most,

PS : Should i go Seoul garden or not? Berat siak hati nak gi, Should i?

Let's take a dip in the pool.

2010-05-02T11:45:00.000+08:00

Off-ed TO SWIMMING POOL!!

yeaaaaaah! okay okay will be back at night,

hopefully im not tired when i get back so i can chat with y'all.

takecare ayee people!

2010-05-02T04:56:00.000+08:00

Peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

It's 4.53 am and im still chatting, and guess who i'm chatting with?

Wan, haha, mcm-mcm kite bbl darek pg stop mia gi orchard sampai skrg kite bbl,

kecoh larh.

Boring peyh pasal update uh.

Totally random larh kite, sumpah random.

kay bye.

Orchard Time!

2010-05-02T02:48:00.000+08:00

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw people!

~~( step ade org bace blog aku jek )~~

Soo, just came back from orchard with family.

Anyone saw me there, but never tegor?

haha,kidding,

Anyways, was fun,

Coz` today Mia anak manje Daddy,

Daddy bought me a dress,

then whatever i wanna eat, he bought it for me,

sweeet right? just like wan said, im anak manje daddy.

then suddenly my leg so painful, daddy took my leg and massage it,

sweeet right? I love you daddy.

After that, while waiting for daddy to finished work.

me and mama,share problems and all.

i told mama, what have been happening and all,

haha i even told her that actually i can sorta read people mind,

maybe it's just my instinct.

i can know when you talk behind my back, i can know everything from the way u talk to the way you act.

so whoever been keeping something from me,

seriously u did a bad job hiding it from me, ;)

yeahhh,

then told mama, that BFF and her bf has been together for like 6 months,

next month 7 the next next month 8,

cepat or what, the i say uh even she has more peminat then me,

then mama was like tu larh, donnoe uh i forget what mama say.

hahahaaha, me and mama was like sharing my problems uh.

then she like tu pasal uh,asal sia gituk.

sorreh uh cannot elaborate further.

then we talk about piecing jugak,

pierce here and there, kekek uh nierk anak mama.

kecoh man today.

OVERALL HAD FUN.

dah boncet dah mia, makan bnyk.

makan mee goreng larh, cinnamon melts larh, french fries,

then

drink caramel frappe larh, milo ice blend larh.

aduhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

boncet, dah tkde peminat dah mia,

hahahaha!

the fun times.

2010-05-01T11:17:00.000+08:00

Okay gonna update for the past few days,

Okay lets talk about yesterday. ( 30042010 )

Had our ferst paper. English paper and Social studies,

quite easy larhh,

then after all the exam,

off to tamp with Twinneh and BFF,

went to buy my shoe,repair my phone and bought maths stuff, eat KFC,

and sit at century square toilet for a while and went home,

overall, was okay and fun.

No pics, my hp masok ICU. :'(

next.

past 2 days ( 29042010 ) :

Went lehpak-ing with BFF's Bf and members,

hakim and wan,

had fun,
aru kenal mcm tak lame kenal.
meet korang again, kalo ade outing, text.

hope to meet them again, i only got a few picas.

Gonna be strong.

2010-05-01T00:42:00.000+08:00

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I know i've changed alot i admit, coz of my KNNCCB period uh, moodswings,
I know you guys keeping something about someone from me, but gonna ignore it all,
like a quote say,
someday everything will make a prefect sense, so for now laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself things happened for a reason.
THINGS HAPPENED FOR A REASON.
And im gonna stay strong, walking through all this by myself.
Still, im gonna care for everyone, gonna smile through my tears, gonna laugh eventhough beyond it im going to cry, i will make things back to normal.
I will solve this problem by my own, i know i can do this.
Gonna get everything back to normal.!

be back soon/

2010-04-30T23:10:00.000+08:00

MY PHONE IS IN THE ICU RIGHT NOW, WILL BE BACK IN ONE OR TWO WEEKS TIME?

will do a proper post tmrw, if i am not lazy and there is too many things to be updated.
about :
~ yesterday,
~today
~ feelings.

alot larh. gone now. bye.

Hot and Cold, up and down,

2010-04-28T21:30:00.000+08:00

Sorreh didnt update yesterday,

seriously stupid damn lazy,

plan not to update for a few days, due to tiredness.

but life to bored to ignore blog. *rhymes huh?*

so decided to update, nothing much happened larh kan.

Yesterday ;

went tamp with Twinney.

Before that terserempak nan Izzat and Hakim pat dpn skola with few of their friends, so tegor-ed them,

and off to tamp.

then reached tamp, we walk around tamp,

we both decided to lehpak-ed at the "rooftop" there at tamp mall.

then i wanted to play swing at sunplaza park,

and guess what, dah tkde. =[

it's like ages i didnt go there, so i didnt know the swing was removed, neither did nayli,

so after 15 mins walk we went there for nothing?!

then we sit at the exercise thingy till 5 like that then off,

Today,

nothing, school as per normal,

stayback and studied.

suddenly like no mood like that,

so yeaaaah, off at ard 530.

and now chatting with dearest BFF and Electroboy.

Random days.

2010-04-26T21:41:00.000+08:00

* anak aku comel!*

cute huh he pout, cuter than mine hmph,

sayang kau larh anak.

okay today nothing much happened uh,

cheryl's guardian came and retrieve all her books, makes me wanna cry, but i just hold it.

so yeah, she's gone indo, hope she come back,

and i really blame someone for what happened uh,

bingit bingit,

coz of you okay coz of you, she has to go back,

u poison her damn mind larh idiot,

if you dont wait for her, seriously uh, god will pay back what you've done, and im not gonna do anything

Karma uh babe, what goes around comes around okay?

today just normal things. school as per normal ended at 1340hrs went for remedial, studied awhile in school till 1700 hrs? and went out and 5 mins walk and waited for the bus like till 1738 hrs i rmbr uh.

then lehpak-ed and talk with nayli till 1827 hrs,

fetch my babygirl and off home,

and just now got a few people was calling to me,

but seriously i dont know them.

soo just smile and walked home,

and suddenly a guy was like MiraMia,

how the hell he know?! shocked jap, then smiled walked off,

i friendly okay? tegor jek, tak makan nyerk. hahahah

now chatting with electroboy, lan, BFF,

webbycammy with BFF

and and

Electroboy aku sweet abes larh siak!

Electroboy, mine. <3

Sacrifice.

2010-04-26T19:44:00.000+08:00

It's so sad yet have a happy ending,

they sacrifice for each other.

Look look

2010-04-26T00:09:00.000+08:00

Look look,

seee who's birthday today, Spadey Spadey,

Finally you're 18, conferm happy. Dah tua juga,

Hahahaha,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEAAAAH!

Hope you enjoy your birthday today.

Have fun, smile always, best wishes,

and and

Last Long nan PuteriKuching.